i turned 25 today. i've had really mixed feelings about it - not because of the age thing - but because of where i'm at in life. i never had a timetable or anything, like "by this age i'll be married or own a house or be super rich and famous" but a general sense of accomplishment would be nice. i want to feel like i'm making strides towards ( Read more... )

i was at the pride parade downtown today (which was amazing) & i went into a nearby building (it's a restaurant/ballroom/bookstore/tattoo shop space) to use the bathroom, because i fucking hate porta-johns if i don't absolutely have to use them. upon reaching the restroom i discovered you needed the four digit code to open the door, and as i ( Read more... )

we've had several days of nice, warm, sunshiney weather here in the pacific northwest, which has made me pretty eager for summertime, and i thought about how i used to make lists for all the things i wanted to do/create/accomplish over "summer break ( Read more... )

i'm drunk

and i miss making movies

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really, i'm not quite myself these days. but i'm working on it. these days are just jumbled together into week after week that are exactly the same that before i know it it's almost march ( Read more... )

i don't feel like myself these days, but it's all confusion and shadows anyway

i don't know if it's such a rapid, constant state of change that i'm lost or if this is all just bullshit.

with certainty i can say that i feel indifferent to most things

dear 2011:

i have such big plans for you. you will be fucking amazing. i will make it so.

maybe this will be my best trip around the sun yet!

cheers,
emma


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october 9th, 1940 - december 8th, 1980


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so i can keep my head up & mind focused during these stressful times ( Read more... )