how i've been wearing my hair to work lately


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west died yesterday. i got word five minutes before my shift started, and they told me to take the day off and go home. my manager actually looked like a human being ( Read more... )

a friend of mine was diagnosed with stage four brain & lung cancer. it's all been really sudden, and i'm in shock, and i just can't imagine...he was fine in february when i saw him. he was cracking jokes and drinking beer and happy to get snowed in because he had tv, and i'm probably never going to see him again. he just got married last summer ( Read more... )

lately i've been experiencing an awful lot of déjà vu, but i don't know if it's based in reality or dreams. i think i'm still in a mindfuck sometimes from that trip last may.

i just feel like i've been here before, it's all familiar but somehow new.

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I feel as if I am at a dead
end and so I am finished.
All spiritual facts I realize
are true but I never escape
the feeling of being closed in
and the sordidness of self,
the futility of all that I
have seen and done and said.
Maybe if I continued things
would please me more but now
I have no hope and I am tired.

-New York, Early 1952

i went to virginia for the first week of february. it all seems very surreal now. it was a different but familiar dream world ( Read more... )

"we just need to hurry up and get these in here so we can go home," natalie said. "they can fix them tomorrow, i want to go ( Read more... )

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(or: cat stevens knows his shit ( Read more... )