I might have an ulcer... I find out more this week, on Thursday. I was scared I was going to have to drink that gross stuff that makes you poo all night and then get checked out, but they didn't tell me to so hopefully it won't come to that. Best cause scenario: my "wanna be ulcer" which is what we already know if have, has just been getting ( Read more... )

I wish this wasn't so hard. It's not making it any easier that he doesn't realize that the only way I can get over him is if he leaves me alone. I thought I finally got the point across, but then today, once again he texted me. And then when I was leaving work he was out in his car, as if he was waiting for me to leave? He rolled down his ( Read more... )

i want my friend back.

My dream came true. I started a job almost two years ago and I met this guy. I thought he was cute from the start and from what I would continue to learn about him I grew to like him. Basically I liked this guy for almost a whole year. I never thought I had a chance with him because he is some years older than me and I thought he would never ( Read more... )

All I want to hear right now is "be my valentine". From one person in particular. No one else. For once in my life I thought I was going to be in love on Valentines Day. Well I am in love still but just my luck, right before Valentines Day, we have broken up. I was so looking forward to this. Now I just want to be distracted as hell. And I' ( Read more... )

Tech week starts tomorrow! Eek! I got it so the actors don't have rehearsal on Friday, go me. And that way tech has the theatre the night before to finish whatever they haven't yet before we start on Saturday. I am called at 10 freaking am on Saturday, which actually isn't that bad but the actors and designers aren't coming until noon. But it' ( Read more... )

Am I crazy to say that I want to stay here one more semester? I want to take 3 independent studies and do one show and a practicum. And work. But I want to do scenic painting, costume crafts, and make-up or props. Cause costume crafts and props would be kind of similar. And improving on my make-up would be awesome. Especially my old age as ( Read more... )

I'm currently in rehearsal. Woot. I am going to practice capitalizing because I have gotten lazy with Microsoft Word doing it for me. Lame Microsoft, lame ( Read more... )

i miss my mom. i watched 19 kids and counting last night and i started crying when all of the kids poured into the hospital room and saw there mom for the first time in like weeks. i haven't seen anyone in my family since just after christmas but it feels like longer for some reason. normally i am fine without seeing them for so long but for ( Read more... )

i had a horrible dream last night. I just screamed and screamed at my brother. Cause we were late for a movie, Avatar, and I was pissed. I woke up in a horrible mood too then. It's gone away for the most part but I can still feel the tension in the back of my neck. Gross.