Miserable

Apr 20, 2006 14:33

I feel miserable. I'm trying to find someone to stand in for that person, but I just do not want to. I really, really love that person. And, no matter how much I hope, it will not work. He loves me, but not romantically. He doesn't want to hurt me, and he wants the best for me; but, inside he knows that he does not love me. And I still love him ( Read more... )

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dsouders7 April 20 2006, 20:16:18 UTC
in time chase everything will be alright, you wont be sad about losing your significant other. in time this wound will scar and it will always hurt you, but the pain wont be so destructive as it is right now, it will be like getting a piercing. youll cry or get choked up and then be fine in a minute.

how was the trip?

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liz_diz_in_pain April 20 2006, 22:18:52 UTC
Not in a minute, but maybe a year. Honesty now.

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dsouders7 April 20 2006, 23:52:51 UTC
well i said in time, i never specified some people are diffrent, some guys take a year some take a day some take a few weeks. he will know after the fact how long it took him. hes strong like me he will be ok.

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xi_istherobotx April 20 2006, 21:04:07 UTC
From great difficulty always emerges great strength.
Things will work out and you will grow from this.
I hope you feel better :)
-Asia-Rai

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liz_diz_in_pain April 20 2006, 22:23:04 UTC
It makes me laugh still to think of all the things we talked about on the phone about this. You know, I do appreciate every little thing you have done for YOURself. I love what you have done so far. And what you told me. You have already grown from the last experience. That is what your new strength is for. Use it! Please just use it! I hope to God that you are able to become stronger yet. Thank YOU for talking to me. It makes me so happy to talk to you once again. And remember the story about Milton (the horse). Learning from that will help both of you in the end. Love you.

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blucrystal April 21 2006, 16:42:53 UTC
IN TIME chase, all wounds heal... although this one is a bit deeper, but the first cut IS the deepest, now we know its the truth...
chris will always be your first love, but once you find your second, its easier to move on, everyone says in time the pain will fade, but in my opinion it just gets covered up and forgotten, because another love takes over, and thats what im praying you will find chase, is someone who will treat you the way you ought to be treated, relationships come and go, but true friendship never fades... always remember that, I love you chase, GOOD LUCK AND I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER
See you at school on monday, bye
-jesikah-

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billie_joexoxo April 21 2006, 20:00:39 UTC
hahahaha, Yummy! yummy!

hahaha gt gt

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