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[odiumego]

So my as i hinted to in my last entry my apt was broken into and alot was stolen. Including my cousins laptop/only computer we had, so from now on ill be up dating at my parents house. I deleted my myspace and facebook. Im starting to "disappear" and will probably be completely so by next week. Im getting rid of my tv and other distractions and

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[__danseravecmoi]

wait, so now you arent with lauren? and shes back with that guy? i am so confused as to what happened because it seemed that you were about to make it happen.

oh and ps i was really confused on the part where you talked about falling for me, haha. i had to read it like 10 times.

[odiumego]

Yea, basically like i said shes back with her boyfriend. I mean she hasnt talked to me since so its not like offical but i can take a hint when its given.

As far as the part about you i was speaking figuratively. Im falling for a relationship that would be similiar to the one that we had. She is with a boyfriend that she has been a with for awhile and she is interested in another guy. Kinda like you were. Its kinda weird to be on the other end of this situation though.

[__danseravecmoi]

that sucks :/

and yeah, i know. a little awkward, a little weird. different.

well there is a reason it didn't work out. there is someone more beautiful, someone who can love you better, that He has created for you. She's out there Evan. Just wait. All within His timing. You'll see. Just don't look for love. Live your life, for Christ. take care of yourself and keep watch to your faith. When it's time, it will happen. Trust me. :]

[odiumego]

amen