Upon waking up, I am greeted by a tsunami of mess created by two little toddlers whom I am fond of questionably. Naturally, with my head kind of groggy still, I screamed at them to clean up the mess and they came over to me, pulled me to the couch, stuffed my mouth with tapioca and made me watch the Powerpuff Girls with them ( Read more... )

Camera man: Kak! Kak! Kita nak interview untuk program Pak Pak Bing Bing boleh?
Me: Uh, noooooo.
Producer: Boleh la kak. (looks at Farid and me) Korang kan nak kahwin?
Me: Uh? *grabs Nurul's arm and walks away super damn ultra quickly*

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Crazy or what? I'm only turning 20 this year!

I still have yet to send things to alot of people (basically penpals ( Read more... )

Hello.
I tried to find something to talk about, but found I have not.
Goodbye.

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My blood is their liquid vitamin,
Their madness festers under their skin.

I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
in our eyes are mirror images and when
we kiss they're perfectly aligned.
And I have to speculate that God himself
did make us into corresponding shapes like
puzzle pieces from the clay.
True, it may seem like a stretch, but
it's thoughts like this that catch my troubled
head when you're away when I am ( Read more... )

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"But don't look back in anger, I heard them say."

It's hard not to keep grudges no matter how hard you try to forgive and then forget because we are all only human and with every human, there are like five thousand setans trying to fuck you physically, spiritually, mentally and emotionally.

Bottomline: Good luck, everybody.

"You don't have to know.. Why do you want to know? You have a life of your own. Pay close attention to yours and you don't have to think so much about me.." the old voice rose and trailed suddenly. A cacophony of man and traffic, man and feelings, and man and man engulfed the trailing voice. It was as if the sound of nature can no longer be heard, ( Read more... )

I know that one day that everything is going to be manageable, if not alright. It's hard to ignore everything and everyone around me, but it's even harder to ignore that goal I have set for myself.

There are days I let people talk, let them try to hurt me and sometimes let them win. There are days when I feel like giving up and think that what I've ( Read more... )