[six]
[How pathetic am I, really? Tagging along after everybody else's team like I belong there? Am I really such a clingy, needy thing that I have to horn in on a stranger's problems? I have better things to do than argue with stupid boys, anyway. Like tennis. I'm never going to make regulars if I sit around crying over stupid things stupid boys say on the Internet. It's not like he knows me, anyway. Or anything at all. Stupid, stupid boys.
I don't need them, anyway. I have tennis and Aya-chan. I can make it on my own.]
[I do believe you owe me a match.]
Edit:
[And Bunta. And Keigo. And the boys. And oniichan. I'm not entirely alone, even if it feels like it at moments like this. They're important, too, much more important than a couple random boys. I'm not on anything, no matter how different I am from other girls or even boys for that matter. There's nothing wrong with me, I know that. I shouldn't let people's opinions get to me so much. ...This isn't me.
[OOC: Whole entry deleted. *headdesks repeatedly*]