...
On teaching; I dislike it.
On the masquerade; not going.
I cans till control puppets, but not as well as I once did. I lose control very easily, my fingers start to shake... I... they cramp up and I get headaches.
I get so many headaches.
I suppose it's fine, and I should be happy to be alive. I can feel things. I felt a hot coffee mug... I felt warmth for the first time in so many years. I feel cold. I get tired easily.
I can eat, but sometimes I forget.
So I get hungry, and terrible pangs in my gut.
Now I'm curious, I have urges. Urges I don't want to get into.
I'm much too weak now. I don't think I should get my ring back.
On the masquerade; not going.
I cans till control puppets, but not as well as I once did. I lose control very easily, my fingers start to shake... I... they cramp up and I get headaches.
I get so many headaches.
I suppose it's fine, and I should be happy to be alive. I can feel things. I felt a hot coffee mug... I felt warmth for the first time in so many years. I feel cold. I get tired easily.
I can eat, but sometimes I forget.
So I get hungry, and terrible pangs in my gut.
Now I'm curious, I have urges. Urges I don't want to get into.
I'm much too weak now. I don't think I should get my ring back.