Today thus far has been interesting. Ceaira pissed me off sorta. She made some stupid crack about "not burdening the world anymore." It gets old when hot chicks decide that their life is expendable. There isn't enough natural beauty left in the world, it's almost entirely been swept into a void. I've been irritated throughout most of the day ( Read more... )

So I've probably ruined the best thing I had going for me. I've betrayed E.B.'s trust. Why I did needs not be mentioned again, I've been talking to people about it for some time now. I've made ignorant decisions before, never had to pay consequences that hurt so bad. I've just got to find a way to keep my mind off of the problems I've got. Not ( Read more... )

So ya, it's been awhile, start from the top I think. I finished scheduling for School. Tues & Thurs. (8-3:20) And I'm takin English 105, Math 153, Sociology 110, Speech 103. So not bad. Mom and Dad are doing great. Thank God. We fixed our plumbing thing. Had to "purge" the pipe to the street. It was annoying. I went hunting this weekend with ( Read more... )

Didn't really think I'd be able to sort it out, honestly. But, lying usually makes things better, right? Doesn't make sense, but don't for a second say that you wouldn't lie if you thought it'd make you feel better. Not talkin to Samantha hasn't given me the solace I was expecting. It actually kinda drug me on. So long story short, went and ( Read more... )

title is indifferent. I really have no news for you all, just a reminder. I'm still breathing. ^_^ So I thought it was funny when Frank called me and asked why Basil left the band for that "German Sheppard". Oh my God, that was so funny, can't begin to explain. So I've not been home in like... 4 days. It's great. 5 days actually. My aunt is ( Read more... )

Today... eh, nothing really. I got my tires!!!Two new ones, changed 'em, put some gas in my car, it's "good to go". LoL Taco bell commercials crack me up. So ya, Bryan's dad has an application for me. I'm going to fill it out and see what happens. It'd be nice. Not even sure what it is. Start at about 10 bucks an hour. So I changed my tires ( Read more... )

Well, I did it. I left my band because its the wrong place for me to be. I can't begin to tell you how much it sucked, but it's for the best. I still cherish the friends I've made because of them, but I couldn't keep up the scherades with them. It took a lot of growing up from me to say it, too. I wish them all the luck and that they get ( Read more... )

not much today. I went to shovel snow at the church this morning with PJ. Dad paid us, I put my money into missions. Since doing all that, nothing but really sitting here at Justin's playing Diablo. This morning was funny. I was awake, sorta. Just not feeling like getting out of bed. Mr. Brown jumped up and laid in my arm. It was cute, so I ( Read more... )

I don't exactly know how I feel after last night. I told Samantha that I can't talk to her anymore. It's partially true though... I can't handle the emotional roller coaster with her. And it seems she only calls back when I say I won't talk to her anymore if she doesn't. I don't know. I know in my heart it's the right thing to do. I'm done ( Read more... )

You know things are incredibly off when you almost die in a tragic car wreck on I-65 at 7:21 in the morning and all you are thinking about is finding that someone. I'm retardedly sad now, lol. I was almost crushed by a frickin' semi, lol. The tires swirved a little and we almost slammed into it (Justin and I). Still was thinkin' that I need to ( Read more... )