don't forget yourself

[ofarandomnature]

 I'm trying to be celibate in mind and body, trying to clear my head of thoughts and unwanted desires.  I know I have them, but I'd like to clear house before I decide which ones I should keep for my sanity, versus letting them rage unchecked.  I know what most of my relationship problems are-I overthink, I give too much with the expectation of

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[cornykoreannerd]

oh, jamie..
thank you for sharing this

and i hope that blond man reappears
just because we need to resuscitate hearts in comas sometimes. you're still beating, and that's good.
<3

thank YOU.

[ofarandomnature]

You want to know something silly? I read your post about meaningful entries and I wondered why I wasn't posting any, and then I realized my meaningful moments are too quiet. They're there, but I keep them to myself.

Blond man will probably not reappear, as I'm pretty sure he was trying to hit on my friend, but it's nice to know that I can, if that makes any sense.