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I dont know anymore, everything fucking sucks.... i really just want to fall alseep and not wake up. I know every fucking word i write in here is just another step in making my own demise..... i swear... one more fucking day... whatever....

I wish i could just see her right now.. I promise I wouldn't ruin it. Just, seeing her makes me soo happy.. She is such an important person in my life, i still can't believe the way things are right now.. I mean i do understand it, but it sucks.. It fucking blows just sitting in my house alone, after im done hanging out with my friends, and just ( Read more... )

Today was ok.. I had to work the morning which was boring as hell.. I left around 2:30 and went home and had a mean fuckin tuna sandwich on rye, then i hit up the gym and drank a whole redline so i got a ton of energy.. Then after the gym myron, mike and I jammed.. then mike and i went to milford music and i got this awesome pink fuzzy strap.. Then ( Read more... )

Wow.. It's been a really long time since I have written here. A lot has happened and i forgot to let the interweb know.. I still work at GNC. It's not too bad. My pay went up a little bit. I've been making a little more money.. Sarah broke up with me 3 and a half weeks ago.. and i've been a fucking wreck. I have been so lost, and anxious inside. I ( Read more... )

Well All has been well, cept I had to work Gaita's Sunday shift at the old GNC, wasnt too bad though. My mom brought me taco bell to work, and i thought everything was fine and yummy.. Well.. little did i know i would have the worst puke athon ever. That night I moved a couch from evans house to my dads house with EJ, Evan, and Perry. We got to my ( Read more... )

Well friday night i went to sarahs =) and we hung out and watched tv on the couch and ate chubby hubby ice cream. its so good. if you havent tried it i suggest that you do. saturday we went to the mall and i bought a new wallet with my gift card i got for xmas. so after the mall we came back to montague and rented ammityville horror. We went to my ( Read more... )

Well yesterday I had a very busy day. I woke up around 11:30 and Tom asked me if I wanted to quest with him to find animal crossing foy DS. After depositing all of my money into the bank and putting a $1700 bill in the mail really downed me. So after the bank we went up to middletown. We went to so many stores and 1 out of the 8 stores we checked ( Read more... )

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Damn I gotta catch up from yesterday. Yesterday I picked up sarah around 4ish, and the snow was horrendous(sp?). People dont know how to drive in the snow. After driving so slow we finally made it home after a stop at the old shoprite. We just hung out for awhile and then we went to evans. It was pretty fun and i got to see Jesse. It was awesome. ( Read more... )