I don't have friends. I don't fit in with my family. I've never been in a relationship. I'm terrified of men. I hate who I am.
I was supposed to be so much more than this. I was supposed to be successful (doctor, surgeon), but I had a mental breakdown, quit school, became a fucking expanded functions dental assistant, moved away where things were supposed to be better, but I'm too fucking shy to meet anyone or do anything, so now I'm just barely making it, and I cry myself to sleep every damn night like a baby. Yet I'm still too scared to change.
this made me cry, sfm. i want to tell you that it'll get better, but i dont know how. i have a feeling if i knew you, we'd be friends, cause i'm exactly the same in a different way, if you get me?
Sometimes I don't think that I have any psychological issues, but I play up the possibility of having a few so others will try to take care of me and lessen my responsibility of the world.
It doesn't work too well - just pushes people away.
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I was supposed to be so much more than this. I was supposed to be successful (doctor, surgeon), but I had a mental breakdown, quit school, became a fucking expanded functions dental assistant, moved away where things were supposed to be better, but I'm too fucking shy to meet anyone or do anything, so now I'm just barely making it, and I cry myself to sleep every damn night like a baby. Yet I'm still too scared to change.
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i want to tell you that it'll get better, but i dont know how.
i have a feeling if i knew you, we'd be friends, cause i'm exactly the same in a different way, if you get me?
theres always hope.
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apparently these two hotties are married
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It doesn't work too well - just pushes people away.
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