michelle why wont you hold my hand when i have to pee. im still scurrd of the pottty. haha ( Read more... )

eh. im so bored ( Read more... )

i miss my baby ( Read more... )

i miss them so much. im getting sick. losing more weight. well i guess the eight losing isnt that bad. but the sickness is.

she is right

cocain is like really evil coffee...

there are a lot of things i need to see. dont know if tehres enough time though.

jfkak ( Read more... )

joshua has been kickig the shit out of my boobs today. haha and jumping in my lap. my sister is so dorky. haha. and makes up the dumbest songs.

so ive decided that im done with homeschool and am returning to el cap

i just cant be home everyday all day. alone. thinking about what ive lost

i was rocking him in my arms. singing him our favorite song. while he smiled at me i started crying my ass off. i didnt want him to start crying but i couldnt hold it back. and he put his hand on my face and kept it there for about a minute. i felt the most amount of pain anyone could ever feel. and i kissed his and and he said "eh" lol. cute i ( Read more... )

hello assholes. whats up? wes is here say hello wes!

wes:hello..i'm finally able to be with julie without avoiding her parental unit. its so awsome!!!

me: wow isnt it coolllllll! dude! haha. anyways my dog is a kiss ass for french fries. what a freak.

and my dogs love wes now its cool. hehe

ok i have a question for you all ok! and you better think ( Read more... )

i dont get to leave to idaho for a nother few months. that sucks. im not gonna be able to handle not seeing my sister and the baby for that loong. i have to see them everyday. its not fair. i cant believe this. and no matter what. if my mother doesnt get her shit together im gonna be fucking hitching rights to idaho i dont give a shit what it takes ( Read more... )

my mom sent me an e mail haha

it was rude

From :  sillylu@netzero.net Sent :  Thursday, September 1, 2005 1:08 AM To :  passtheprozac@hotmail.com Subject :  I LOVE YOU
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