[playlist] she was never the last one standing, a backseat deutante, everything that you want
she never mentions the word addiction in certain company, yes, she'll tell you she's an orphan after you meet her family, she paints her eyes as black as night, now pulls those shades down tight, yeah, she gives a smile when the pain comes, the pain's gonna make everything all right, says she talks to angels, they call her out by her name, she talks to angels, says they call her out by her name, she keeps a lock of hair in her pocket, she wears a cross around her neck, yes, the hair is from a little boy and the cross is someone she has not met, not yet
small town homecoming queen she's the star in this scene, there's no way to deny she's lovely perfect skin, perfect hair perfumed hearts everywhere, tell myself that inside she's ugly, maybe I'm just jealous i can't help but hate her; secretly i wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her
i can walk around with a pretty face on even when I'm black and blue; what's the point in telling everybody i'm not over you? i'm so happy for you i could cry, yeah, i'm so elated cross my heart and hope to die, i don't think about you every night before I close my eyes, i'm so happy for you baby, i could cry
yeah you're so jaded and i'm the one that jaded you - hey j-j-jaded in all it's misery it will always be what i love and hated
if i were a boy i think i could understand how it feels to love a girl, i swear i'd be a better man, i'd listen to her 'cause i know how it hurts when you lose the one you wanted 'cause he's taking you for granted and everything you had got destroyed
right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleach blond tramp, and she's probably getting frisky...right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey...right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo...and he don't know...
she's laughing inside 'cause they can't refuse, she's so beautiful now, she doesn't wear her shoes, she never likes to choose, she's got wonderful eyes and a risque mouth and when I ask her before, she said she's holding out she's a frozen fire she's my one desire
baby save up all your tears, you might need them someday, when the tears start to fall i won't wipe them away, when you cry in the night for the love that you need, baby, save up your tears 'cause you'll be cryin' over me
my world was shattered i was torn apart like someone took a knife and drove it deep in my heart you walked out that door i swore that i didn't care but i lost everything darling then and there too strong to tell you i was sorry too proud to tell you i was wrong
wish we could switch up the roles and i could be that...tell you i love you but when you call i never get back would you ask them questions like me? like where you be at? 'cause I'm out four in the morning on the corner rolling doing my own thing
have you ever wondered where the story ends, and how it all began, i do, did you ever dream you were the movie star with popcorn in your hand, i did, do you ever think you're someone else inside, when no one understands, you are, and wanna disappear inside a dream but never wanna wake, wake up, then you stumble on tomorrow, and trip over today
girl, i can tell you've been crying and you needing somebody to talk to, girl, i can tell he's been lying and pretending that he's faithful and he loves you, girl, you don't have to be hiding don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you...don't you know that we love you
now here you go again you say you want your freedom well who am i to keep you down it's only right that you should play the way you feel it but listen carefully to the sound of your loneliness like a heartbeat drives you mad in the stillness of remembering what you had
if i could maybe i'd give you my world; how can i when you won't take it from me? you can go your own way, go your own way, you can call it another lonely day
good evening ladies and gentlemen, and boys you better listen...names have been changed to protect the innocent just in case it's about you i guess i'm in a little predicament, what else can this little girl do? there was peter, he was a cheater who couldn't keep his hands to himself
i find it funny she can never find her car keys immediately after telling me she can't take it she makes the cutest faces when she screams obscenities and slurs her words because she's never not inebriated and the front page headline read let the girl go, you know you can do better it's bad, when the fact that you can't have her is the reason you sweat her, don't let her take advantage of you like the other dudes let her you better cut your losses now buddy 'cause baby girl's a queen and a queen's just a pawn with a bunch of fancy moves
gimme some, gimme some gasoline tell me what you want know what i mean and scream if you wanna go faster, baby, scream if you wanna go faster leave behind the walk of shame take my hand, you're not to blame surrender to what you can't change, oh god, don't let life pass you by let it in don't ask why
i saw him dancin' there by the record machine i knew he musta been about seventeen, the beat was going strong playin' my favorite song an' i could tell it wouldn't be long 'til he was with me, yeah me
can't stay at home, can't stay at school, old folks say, ya poor little fool, down the street i'm the girl next door, i'm the fox you've been waiting for, hello daddy, hello mom, i'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb, hello world i'm your wild girl
you're packin' up your stuff and talkin' like it's tough and tryin' to tell me that it's time to go but i know you ain't wearin' nothin' underneath that overcoat and it's all a show
it's a big girl world now full of big girl things and everyday i wish i was small, i've been counting on nothing but he keeps giving me his word and i am tired of hearing myself speak, do you ever get weary? do you ever get weak? how do you dream when you can't fall asleep?
and i can't ask for things to be still again no i can't ask if i could walk through the world in your eyes, longing for home again - home is a feeling i buried in you - i'm all right, i'm all right, it only hurts when i breathe
backwards words, he got em, shut up, i'm talking, this time, you'll listen but when i look at you you're forgiven, you drive, too fast and i smoke, too much and my heart, is broken but when i look at you you're forgiven, you're forgiven, i know my ex-boyfriend lies, oh he does it every time, it's just his permanent disguise, yeah yeah but he's drop dead gorgeous
she say it's cold outside and she hands me my raincoat, she's always worried about things like that, she says it's all gonna end and it might as well be my fault, and she only sleeps when it's raining, and she screams and her voice is straining
i'm still waiting, come through the door, i'm killing time and i'm bleaching your clothes, i'm roasting marshmallows on the fire and what i'm burning is your attire, i'm getting restless, i'm getting tested and i can't believe he's always out every night and never checks in, is he cheating? man, i don't know, i'm looking round for something else to throw
don’t chase girls, don’t get too close, don’t get caught, don’t get spent, don’t get bought, don’t sell out, don’t get bent, don’t fuck your best friend, if everything is just the way it should be, why am i why am i still hungry, be like water, don’t be shy, don’t shut your eyes, don’t get high, expand your mind, don’t keep in touch, don’t touch yourself, don’t ever want to be somebody else, when everything is bad as it can be, never be never be angry
and i know that the rain will soak you through and leave you like the tattered sky, i know i go in circles, i know that window panes bring only rain and not your face, sometimes i picture all your fingers, sometimes they're crawling down my spine, sometimes they're buttoning your jacket, sometimes you're far but you're still mine
i'm having the day from hell, it was all going so well before you came, and you told me you needed space, with a kiss on the side my face (not again), and not to mention the tears i shed, but I should have kicked your ass instead, i need intervention, attention to to stop temptation to scream
you must not know 'bout me i can have another you by tomorrow so don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' you're irreplaceable, so go ahead and get gone, call up that chick, and see if she's home - oops i bet you thought that i didn't know, what did you think i was putting you out for?
feels like you're making a mess, you're hell on wheels in a black dress, you drove me to the fire and left me there to burn, every little thing you do is tragic, all my life, oh was magic, beautiful girl i can't breathe
i was losing myself to somebody else but now i see i don't wanna pretend so this is the end of you and me 'cause the girl that you want, she was tearing us apart 'cause she's everything, everything i'm not, it's not like i need somebody yelling me where i should go at night, don't worry you'll find somebody, someone to tell how to live their life
everywhere that i go there's someone waitin' to chain me, everything that i say there's someone tryin' to short-change me, i am only this way because of what you have made me and i'm not gonna break! you can push me out the window, i'll just get back up, you can run over me with your eighteen wheeler truck and i won't give a fuck
well, i've been afraid of changing 'cause i've built my life around you but time makes you bolder, children get older, i'm getting older too, oh, take my love, take it down, climb a mountain and turn around, if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills well the landslide will bring it down
before she knows it she's a brand new bride in a one-bedroom apartment, and her daddy stops by, he tells her "it's a nice place" she says "it'll do for now" starts talking about babies and buying a house, daddy shakes his head and says "baby, just slow down" 'cause you're gonna miss this, you're gonna want this back, you're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast, these are some good times, so take a good look around, you may not know it now but you're gonna miss this
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