dream 2; i've lost so much along the way

[ofredemption]

Warnings: Heavy G.U. spoilers.
Notes: Viewer will feel a heavy sadness a sense of deep betrayal and anger along with frustration.  Ends with grief.

[Filtered away from Silabus: ///, half-way filtered from Atoli ]

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[nolessthanseven]

[the dream strikes Izzy as both surprising and unsurprising at the same time. She's left half-gaping by the end of it, and it's a while longer before she manages to speak:]

...Haseo? Are you okay?

1/2

[ofredemption]

2/2

[ofredemption]

..Yeah.

[nolessthanseven]

[this is her disbelieving face.]

If you say so.

Hey- [distraction time?] Did you ever figure out what happened during the full moon?

[video] /wrote you a book. :3

[idkmybffsakaki]

[Though Atoli didn't see the entire dream, she wasn't aware that was so. But what she did see was enough. She stayed quite for a while, unsure of what to say, though the feed was already going.

Finally, she managed to get words out.]

It....it was Ovan? I...I-I had no idea.... [She felt so bad to learn this. She knew Haseo had told her to be careful of him, but for this reason? It kind of scared her to think she had been so near to him after...after everything he did. And then she knew just how close they had been once. Ovan and Haseo had been friends, way before she knew either of them. For Haseo to find out that Ovan was the reason behind AIDA - it had to hurt. A lot. It bothered her, even.

But what really bugged her was when Sakaki's name came up. Sakaki had AIDA? She was confused, surprised, and scared. She didn't know about this, and then....Sakaki used her? Again, she had no idea. She hadn't lived this yet, but...Haseo knew. He had to. He had been hesitant about telling her about the future he had lived, especially when it

[video] s-so flattered!!! o////o

[ofredemption]

[Haseo paused as he sat blankly on the edge of his bed, one hand over his face. what he was really doing was holding back the tears. there was a dark stillness in his room as he finally pulled back his hand. his expression tired, and sad at best, his red eyes tight and distant. ]

..Yeah. Ovan...is---was..Tri-Edge. The bastard was pulling me along the whole time.. All I've fought for...everyone I've tried to protect, Shino, Alkaid..[his voice softens]..you.

What was it all for? In the end, was this what I had to lose? What..Aina had to lose? What sort of stupid goal is that?! What the hell was he thinking?! Even now I still don't understand a damn thing...this still can't be right!

[video] <3333!

[idkmybffsakaki]

[Atoli listens, but you might notice she's gotten up and is moving now. She's headed towards your apartment, Haseo, because she can't just leave you alone when you're like this.]

I....I really don't know, Haseo. I wish I could tell you, but...I-I don't know... [Her voice is soft as she says this. She wished she had answers for him. She wished she could tell him why everything that she didn't even know about happened the way they did. But she didn't know. She didn't understand.]

[video] :///)

[ofredemption]

[He doesn't notice, he's quietly staring off into space]

I know. I guess he was right, this was the truth that he came to, and he had to get to me to find it. That's just like him..

[he hesitated]
Atoli..did you--hear everything?

[soloriens]

[Someone had betrayed Haseo..? Oh bb, don't worry, mommy is here. She offers a small whine, tilting her head at the camera.]

Do you think it's good that he's gone now?

[video] :////)

[ofredemption]

..No. Because he'll just go back to being in a coma, leaving his sister behind. At least here, he could reunite with Aina, if she came someday.

[video] <33

[soloriens]

[..A smile shows on her muzzle.]

That good heart of yours is what I like about you, Haseo.

[video] /)///(\

[ofredemption]

T-That's got nothing to do with it..

[beats_zelos]

[...Wow, that had been intense.]

...Um...are you okay?

[It was enough to honestly catch her off guard, but she couldn't resist to at least make sure that he was alright.]

[ofredemption]

...Yeah. [he glanced away]

[beats_zelos]

[She's quiet for a long time, and looks away.]

Looks like you've been through a lot.

[ofredemption]

...I guess. It's--I brought a lot of it on myself.