on a strange level, i find it quite disturbing that people having tests in the cancer wing/building complex of the hospital think i'm sick.  yeah, i wouldn't have been there if they hadn't moved the easily-accessed (if you remembered the floor number) phlebotomy lab out completely and then didn't exactly reloacate it so much as allocate various ( Read more... )

eulch...
i'm so tired, it feels like i could never sleep enough, i can never sleep enough, and i want to sleep enough.
two funerals this week, i don't go to them anymore, the risk of randomized and very painful hugging from other people is too much to deal with when i frankly don't have my pain levels under control.  so, i was at mi madre's house ( Read more... )

i'm bored and my face hurts. i haven't hit it, no one has hit me, but it feels like i've been punched in the eye. i can't really think of anything to do, even typing's not so great, because my arm feels like someone took it and twisted it around and up really hard. i guess most people would just say it felt sprained, but that's a concept i don't ( Read more... )

does anyone know of anyplace that i could move to where there isn't tons of grass to deal with? not only am i allergic to grass, but i'm also allergic to chemlawn (more to that than to the grass, in fact), and i'm stuck in my apartment because they sprayed it outside. i'm also allergic to the things that chemlawn kills, like dandelions and other ( Read more... )

just because you won't explain, that doesn't make the person you're denying an explanation to stupid. actually, it probably makes you the arrogant and stupid one. all humans are children; all humans have questions they'd like answered, things they'd like explained, and that doesn't make any of them 'stupid'. the person who denies explanation, or ( Read more... )

i can't remember truly useful details of my life...but i can remember...dumbumdum...the sci fi channel series 'betaville', which was pretty much an unpopular modern-day version of 'the outer limits' and 'the twilight zone ( Read more... )

i want to go home. how stupid is that?

i don't want to dress in a way that is 'smart' constantly and arbitrarily. so screw all people that think i should, and screw all fashion-oriented people....maybe their hair spontaneously combust.

my legs are very bruised. they have been for at least the last week, probably since i did a bunch of cleaning. now, they are collecting bruises; if i sleep on my side and my knees touch, then they'll be bruised, and that is really stupid and annoying. they hurt like CRAZY. i need to be seriously downing iron pills or something, but not to an ( Read more... )

i quit giving my cat tapwater; before assuming i'm some 'pamper the pet' freak, i just felt uneasy about giving her water that looked like it was watered down milk (blech) when it came out of the tap. we get murky spring run-off here, and since i started giving her filtered water, she hasn't thrown up once (which she'd done too many times for ( Read more... )