PRIVATE)(unhackable ][PART 1:hand written then burned.][PART 2: thoughts.
The objective is to stay calm, to acquire the means to help and support Oz in any way should he arrive. One constancy seems to be the use of money. On that note, remember to follow up more consistently with one Gabriel Sylar as appointed by Blair Waldorf though employment exists primarily now as insurance due to finances acquired after boxes.
Discuss wages with the returned Reo and other volunteer of the name Yuri Lowell.
Other People: Ino ][ Yuuki ][ Jadis ][
Other Things of or to note/ retain: an unusual influx of individuals from our world and then their collective disappearance--additional note, a curse that has been seen before. Cheshire included among them, recall Xerxes Break's condition following--note, as predicted expected.
Vincent's sustained absence following departure (2nd) still in place with no distinct pattern to the first.
Others here then departed: Eliot Nightlay
A City-wide case of boxes with strings attached affecting what seemed to have been an unusual number, even for the City. So far known responsibility for the subsequent curses of at least 4 individuals ][ Xerxes Break: 1, victims unknown ? Myself: 3, victims unknown
There is no proof that there is any sort of pattern or dependency on any combination or exception of factors for being here or shown the way home. It's not home. It's not the place. It's not. If Oz were here, if he'd only stayed...but I can't...I shouldn't think like...
I'm so terrible...
...I do not want to be here. I do not care if time doesn't pass back in the other world. I can't leave him here either even if it was up to me. We need-- can't seem to do withou-- ... are involved one way or the other and he'd be a missing piece.
I was lost.
I am lost.
But Oz will fix things, and I will protect Oz. Oz is---
Everything.
My....
...mine...
but never truly...
If he ever did--- he's the only---
But...
He would never be happy without.
...without.
---without--- without----
I don't like to think about her.
Stop...stop...what a terrible...
I have always been like this?
I have always been like this.
I do not wish he was here. I do not wish he was here.
I do.
I want...
I don't deserve...
He has always been will always be too good for someone like me. Someone like...someone who...
...a shadow made by the light.