I left him again.
He left--
How can I serve--
Do I deserve that place at his side?
I will not wish for him to show up in this...this place.
Ought to ask Break---
---don't want to ask Break anything.
Calm down. Think clearly. Time doesn't pass at home. Vincent said so. Others said so. I should---
But I don't even know what has happened to him.
I lost him before I showed up here. Shameful.
Things will resume their usual course...or anti-course when we return.
They must. And I will find a way to protec---
To keep--
This won't do.
Every time he disappears I am afraid. I am afraid he does not need me anymore. I am afraid I have no purpose. I am afraid of myself. What Break said--- I am afraid he will choose someone else. I am afraid that he should choose someone else. He can't choose someone else. Oz.
Oz.
...
What can I do to keep me by your side? And what am I without that place...
I must protect him. I must get back.
I must....
Perhaps getting a place apart is in order after all. Association with the Nightlay name here means nothing but--
I hate this. Why can't I even---
...
Time stops. Time stops. Time stops.
Time
Stops
Time stops.
Nothing will happen...nothing will happen...nothing...
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Since unlike some people---
A recent arrival to the City, I am looking for opportunities in employment until--- if he-- that are currently available.
Most call me Raven.
I can adapt to a multitude of jobs.
...
Unless it involves a cat.
No cats.