So i'm going home for the high holidays tommorrow, and I get to see marissa too, which is an added bonus. Last night I talked to emily for a couple hours which was good. everythings pretty good, although even though i dont seem to have a lot of hard classes i have a lot of work and stuff to do. oh well. excited for this weekend

having a good day. i know the situation with marissa kinda sucks now, but im so glad it happen. im glad i can have someone like that even if its only occassionally, not necessarily for ever. thanks for the indian food.

is it wierd that when i see stuff thta reminds me of marissa i get it for her? not necessarily buy, but just stuff that i see around. like i would want to do it for any friend, but stuff reminds me of her a lot more...and i dont know if it should be wierd.

im good i guess. a little stressed and kinda insane, but i guess thats just run of the mill for me. i went backpacking this weekend which was a lot of fun and makes me wish i could do it more. i dont even think about riss all the time anymore, even though when i talk to her i still want to hold her in my arms again. i have so much shit to get ( Read more... )

I wonder if Marissa and Emily still read this. What does the chorus say? Is there a chorus?

well...is it?

so everything is going pretty well at school now, I'm having a good time and am really happy with all my friends, but I do miss marissa. we havent talked for a while and will probably talk tommorrow, and i dont know what will happen. I got pictures from london today and a really nice letter, but she apologized for the letter before I got it, so I ( Read more... )

First off, its 7 AM and I haven't even had a good nights sleep, which is annoying and very tiring. I hate having problems with anything, but its even harder when its Marissa. I thought it was over, but then it wasn't over, but sort of over, and I can't really deal with that. I love her, but I still need some kind of resolution. Before I was leaning ( Read more... )

Back at school--finally, and somewhat unfortunately. School is a lot of fun, but I miss Marissa. It sucks for me that she decided to go to Brown (of course, I'm being selfish) but we had such a good time in Europe travelling, and then when I went to visit her last weekend and at the USOpen. I liked her friends too, which was a little surprising, I ( Read more... )

I miss marissa a lot. I'm going to london in 3 1/2 weeks to see her and travel with her. Awesome.