stars hide your fires

[ofwhiterabbits]

so, it's been nearly two weeks since i updated, which i'm pretty sure is a sign. ;_;

i'm in a weird place right now, and i cant think of any reason to explain it. i get random panic attacks, where i get dizzy and  cant breathe and start shaking uncontrollably; i have nightmares almost every night that make me jerk away and fumble for the lighswitch

Comments

[sevenhourpass]

i'm sure going to miss you.
you make my days brighter, sunshine :(

i wish we could text, or something.

ily <3

get better, stay sane!

[mywastedemotion]

that sucks about how your feeling. i hope you feel better. and i'd seriously read that macbeth fanfic - post it, damnit!. holy shit, it sounds awesome! HAHA! later.

[ambivlence]

i kinda
miss you
a lot.
=/

i don't mean to sound selfish by that, but i feel really... just... that i wish i would've said something to you earlier so i could be a little more settled with you being gone right now.

"i wait for her to come home and tell me i'll be fine."

[this_calamity]

i'm really sorry you're feeling this way.
i hope you get better.
ily and i'll miss you.
ps i put a pic of me on fbe incase you wanted to see me. cos i'm not entirely sure that you have.
♥s and Xs