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i'm in colorado and i'm not dead.

i miss everyone already.

leave me love to get through this.

i'm in chicago and i'm not dead.

dear dad,

when i say "aisle" i don't mean "window." thanks.

-h

ok, no one understood my post. those pictures are the people everyone says i look like. paul banks from interpol, jacob bannon from converge, and topher grace from That 70s show.

fuck you. i was bored.

i think the only positive thing that i've done recently is have had bro-talks with sean. we drove to nyack yesterday to smoke weed, and talked in the car. he's really the only person i can actually talk to about the shit that's going on in my life, because he's really the only person that i think can understand the kind of misery i'm in right now ( Read more... )

'cause you are you are you are


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i'm in love...

...with an asshole.

i'm thinking about selling pot to make money while i take time off. any suggestions or pointers? i haven't sold too many drugs before. i don't want lectures, either. seriously ( Read more... )

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i just tantrumed so bad. i just threw furniture. i just kicked shit. i just threw clothes. ii smashed my jejune album. no big loss there. i think i broke my guitar. i think i broke my pinky. i wanted to scream and shit, but that'd be a little ridiculous. i tried to open up my arm with a shard of "junk" but it wouldn't puncture the skin. i ( Read more... )