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Wow I feel like shit, I have slacked on LJ post so hardcore it's not even funny, like I should be talking about how bomb the Dance Hall Crashers shows were, or how much fun I had at johan's party and how I threw a hissy fit because Mr. Colin Wiles decided he was going to drive home at 4 oclock in the morning. But tonight I had a really strange but good feeling that is clear in my mind now so I might as well type it down on a computer screen..
Tonight was pretty calm, after a night of hard partying Anthony and I were taking turns on playing Warcraft 3 (computer game) and the person not playing would be playing with my family's dog, then we went to eat chinese food and develop the pictures from johan's party. We got to wal-mart and they said their 1 hour photo was not up so it was only the 2 days developing station, so I figured I would just go somewhere else and get them developed tomorrow, like ritz or any other place for their 1 hour photo. We go eat chinese food and stuff our faces because I hadn't eatin anything for 24 hours (I think it was really like 26 or 27 hours but who cares), we get home and start the warcraft 3 cycle again when tAra J gives me a call to go over to her house to hangout, and I never get calls from tAra J, so I was like "ya for sure I'll go hangout". I hadn't taken a shower yet so I finished my warcraft game and then jumped in the shower and headed over there, I think Anthony just ended up falling asleep after I left. So I get there and tAra J, kaci and some guy that I didn't really know (I think his name was josh) was outside and the rest of the people were inside, ryan m. and brett p. were just leaving but ryan said he was going to come back. I walk inside and chit chat with the girls and sit down to watch SEVEN, mean while ryan comes back and Erica and Cat are leaving to go home, so it's ryan, shelley and me left sitting around talking about random stuff and I'm pretty much laffing at ryan and shelley insulting eachother back and forth. tAra J, kaci and josh end up coming back inside and we are all sitting there watching SEVEN and shelley burbs and walks to the bathroom as she throws-up. Shelley ends up hanging out with the toliet for the remainder of the night. Mean while tAra J and kaci are cleaning up ryan, josh and I are talking outside. The conversation was pretty funny, ryan ended up throwing up because he saw shelley throw up (he didn't even drink tonight) so our conversation kind of worked around that subject. Through that conversation I could tell that josh was a little to hardcore for me, he seemed mean almost, like really harsh, nice guy but kinda scary I didn't know if I really liked him or not.
The night goes on.....
tAra and josh are sitting on tAra's bed while kaci is taking care of shelley and ryan and I are chit chatting in the kitchen slash living room. kaci comes out and says she feels like smoking and she says "ryan lets have kaci and ryan time", so ryan invited me to go hangout, I was a vistor to kaci and ryan time (holla!). We are talking about different stuff but it was really cool, the conversation was like deep but not like super deep, it was interesting.......we discussed feeling torwards certain things, likes dislikes things like that. Like I've never really talked to ryan before I've known who he was I'd say hi to him everytime I saw him or wave or the headnod, some kind of thing like that. But I think tonight I finally got to meet him like on a friends level, he went to the old school nonna's shows I have never met anyone (except for the people I went with) that had ever gone to nonna's to watch the local bands play. We listen to similair music types it seems like, it was really cool, I haven't had a good conversation like that for a really long time, when friends move away thats when conversations like the one I had to night stay to myself, even though the conversations didn't reach deep canyons it was skimmng the surface.
all in all I am really glad I went tonight, I am starting to become better and better friends with kaci I think,and ryan is a cool guy I am glad that I actually got to fully meat him tonight hopefully there will be more nights like this........
p.s. thanks for including me in the conversations it gives me a good feeling to be apart of something, whether it be a conversation or more.
p.s.s. sorry best friend, I have recently found out how it is to be throwing up and it's not very fun, I am a big wussy when it comes to that. It was fun hanging out with you tonight before you were taken away to the bathroom *Best friend pose*
Tonight was pretty calm, after a night of hard partying Anthony and I were taking turns on playing Warcraft 3 (computer game) and the person not playing would be playing with my family's dog, then we went to eat chinese food and develop the pictures from johan's party. We got to wal-mart and they said their 1 hour photo was not up so it was only the 2 days developing station, so I figured I would just go somewhere else and get them developed tomorrow, like ritz or any other place for their 1 hour photo. We go eat chinese food and stuff our faces because I hadn't eatin anything for 24 hours (I think it was really like 26 or 27 hours but who cares), we get home and start the warcraft 3 cycle again when tAra J gives me a call to go over to her house to hangout, and I never get calls from tAra J, so I was like "ya for sure I'll go hangout". I hadn't taken a shower yet so I finished my warcraft game and then jumped in the shower and headed over there, I think Anthony just ended up falling asleep after I left. So I get there and tAra J, kaci and some guy that I didn't really know (I think his name was josh) was outside and the rest of the people were inside, ryan m. and brett p. were just leaving but ryan said he was going to come back. I walk inside and chit chat with the girls and sit down to watch SEVEN, mean while ryan comes back and Erica and Cat are leaving to go home, so it's ryan, shelley and me left sitting around talking about random stuff and I'm pretty much laffing at ryan and shelley insulting eachother back and forth. tAra J, kaci and josh end up coming back inside and we are all sitting there watching SEVEN and shelley burbs and walks to the bathroom as she throws-up. Shelley ends up hanging out with the toliet for the remainder of the night. Mean while tAra J and kaci are cleaning up ryan, josh and I are talking outside. The conversation was pretty funny, ryan ended up throwing up because he saw shelley throw up (he didn't even drink tonight) so our conversation kind of worked around that subject. Through that conversation I could tell that josh was a little to hardcore for me, he seemed mean almost, like really harsh, nice guy but kinda scary I didn't know if I really liked him or not.
The night goes on.....
tAra and josh are sitting on tAra's bed while kaci is taking care of shelley and ryan and I are chit chatting in the kitchen slash living room. kaci comes out and says she feels like smoking and she says "ryan lets have kaci and ryan time", so ryan invited me to go hangout, I was a vistor to kaci and ryan time (holla!). We are talking about different stuff but it was really cool, the conversation was like deep but not like super deep, it was interesting.......we discussed feeling torwards certain things, likes dislikes things like that. Like I've never really talked to ryan before I've known who he was I'd say hi to him everytime I saw him or wave or the headnod, some kind of thing like that. But I think tonight I finally got to meet him like on a friends level, he went to the old school nonna's shows I have never met anyone (except for the people I went with) that had ever gone to nonna's to watch the local bands play. We listen to similair music types it seems like, it was really cool, I haven't had a good conversation like that for a really long time, when friends move away thats when conversations like the one I had to night stay to myself, even though the conversations didn't reach deep canyons it was skimmng the surface.
all in all I am really glad I went tonight, I am starting to become better and better friends with kaci I think,and ryan is a cool guy I am glad that I actually got to fully meat him tonight hopefully there will be more nights like this........
p.s. thanks for including me in the conversations it gives me a good feeling to be apart of something, whether it be a conversation or more.
p.s.s. sorry best friend, I have recently found out how it is to be throwing up and it's not very fun, I am a big wussy when it comes to that. It was fun hanging out with you tonight before you were taken away to the bathroom *Best friend pose*