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1. I prefer being alone to being with people.
2. I was born one month premature.
3. I don't talk to people unless they talk to me first.
4. my cousin has tourettes. it pisses me off when people make fun of it. grow up?
5. I completely changed my entire outlook on life in March, 2003. and not for the better. :/
6. I am not a go-getter. (psh! you knew that!)
7. I hate my body.
8. I had a stalker for 3 years of my life. we had to take it to court many times.
9. I don't have any real friends at my school, except lauren.
10. I don't like having to conversate.
11. my favorite band is modest mouse.
12. my second favorite band is radiohead.
13. I have kissed 8 girls. 5237589237 boys.
14. my best friend is a boy.
15. I haven't had a relationship last longer than a month and a half. ever.
16. I am extremely, extremely insecure.
17. I was home-schooled the last half of 8th grade.
18. I didn't do any illegal substances until tenth grade.
19. I love the way taking a drug/drinking can make me "escape," in a sense. but I am ashamed to admit that, because it is pathetic.
20. I hate ignorance.
21. I am not christian.
22. I have a built in distrust of...well...trust. and emotions.
23. when I am with my friends, I am extremely loud.
24. I love love love to read and learn new words.
25. I've kept journals in composition notebooks since 5th grade.
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