I am so irritable it’s disgusting. I’m grumpy. I hate every one and every thing. And the thing that gets me is I don’t really. I am just so not even myself I want to puke. What’s more is I’m so lonely. I feel like no one can relate and no one knows what I’m going through, and I know damn well that nothing about these feelings aren't unique. And ( Read more... )

Woke up.
Went to guard.
Had a great time.
Went to subway.
Came home.
Ate subway.
Checked mail.
received lots of letters.Took a bath ( Read more... )

TWO very mentionable things:

1. I checked my voice mail; Alison had called like 2 times and left messages saying that I needed to call her ASAP because she needed to tell me something. They from yesterday around noon and 1ish. So I called her this morning when I got up, around 11:40ish maybe?, and SHE BOUGHT ME A TICKET TO SEE THE EARLY NOVEMBER ( Read more... )

my g-ma's poopin' like a crazy and we're freaking out that she's going to get dehydrated and pass out (it happens ocasionally, and it's real dangerous for her) so like, my mom might take her to the hospitol but for now we're like forcing her to drink a zillion bottles of gatorade and such ( Read more... )

so just got back from apex. alison couldn't come after all :( sara was there though. but so was mark turber. he was this total druggie last year in my german class. he was cool and all but he was majorly screwing his life up. well, he transferd to some catholic school and is sober now and he's like on varsity wrestling and what not. he's doing foot ( Read more... )

So tibs has a xanga journal and i wrote her this long comment, but apparently, you can't comment on xanga unless you belong to xanga. stupid ( Read more... )

so yeah. long time no post ( Read more... )

vanessa has a b/f who's my age and super hott. and he's like cool. into good music. skating. artsy. soph. and then there's ness. "hi... i'll kiss you if you'll like me" *smile* into rap and second-skin clothes and superficial 8th grade girly things. i mean come on!! *one of these things is not like the other* it kills me. not fair not fair not fair ( Read more... )

i need a life. what now. that's what i thought.

SOMEONE BE MY VALENTINE!anyone? i'll give you $1. or more ( Read more... )

here is where i bitch and moan about the matt situation ( Read more... )