:) target gives me a warm glowing feeling inside. it's the place where dreams come true....
+ billy idols greatest hits
+ matrix revolutions soundtrack
+ R.E.M.'s greatest hits
+ punk goes acoustic
+ croped black dance pants
+ revlon colorstay in on-going flame (i loooove red lipstick)
+ Maybeline express 3-in-1 (concealer, foundation, powder)
+ sona ( Read more... )

well the letter went over alright. i sent my mother into a sobosity fit. anyway. things are going to be better ( Read more... )

last night i tried to commit suicide for about the 4th time ( Read more... )

well. this is completely childish of me but yeah ( Read more... )

joy and cheer and family and fire places. christmas we nice. I feel really bad about all of it though, because, I really don't believe in what christmas is all about. it upsets me a lot that I have nothing to believe in. but besides that it was really nice seeing everyone and spending time with my family and stuff. my dad is really really sick ( Read more... )

went to my grandma motts today.i was supposed to get holed by Ian but my grandma sounded pathetic on the phone. so we watched pirates of the Caribbean and she made me fast forward through all of the fighting scenes. she calls me meggie malone. of all the names... anyway, I love her. she's so sweet. she's funny too. she loved pirates of the ( Read more... )

so I've neglected my journal lately witch is funny b/c I normally only do that when Jim grounded from the internet. but recently that hasn't been the case. I have been on quite a bit actually, much more than normal and while Jim on-line Jim mostly talking to a guy named nick.

a little about nick....
he's my future dream husband. he has a passion for ( Read more... )

i have been very up and down, mostly down. today was better than most though bc i saw my old buddy hime!!! he graduated last year and i havnt really talked to him at all for a long time. he's an amazing guy and an awsome friend. i hate that nothing that happens is exciting enough to talk about here. well, actually nvm. i hate that im too lazy to ( Read more... )

oh and joey and jack kicked zach and i outta the band, so they can do just acoustic stuff? i think. i know im not in a band anymore.

there is something very wrong with me. i cried from 6th period untill i got home. even on the bus and shit. i feel like a huge tool. i dunno why either. im just all sad and stuff. it really disturbing. my eyes are burning now.

i went swimming again this morning. when i walked outta the shower there was a really really really old lady standing there ( Read more... )