do you like her still? yeah
are you sure? not really
why not. cause nothing goes right
whys that? cause i dont say the right things DUH

i like having convos with myself. ahhaha not
im posed to pick krista up the 19th.
i dunno
im going to bed


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why am i up?

target
jemmah,me,brad,mandee
4 white curtain thingys
10 flashlights
"naughty girl" blasting from the audio/visual section
.....
pure fucking sickness
until the store manager came and told us to get the fuck out of the store
bastard

today was by far the best day ive had in a long time
day 3
less cravings
i hope youre still sober _ _ _ _ _ _!!!

dude come on
how much more can i fuck up
juss shut the fuck up tyler
she was never interested in your drugass anyways

im not turning to drugs tonight. nope. juss myself

i have been drug free for 2 days
im already having withdrawls
i like her
she loves him i guess
i havent showered in 5 days
i make useless updates in this journal
i hate comments
i hate people
i hate cravings
i smellllll

i need more nail polishb

kay shes not the one

im emotionally draaaaaained duuuuuuude
haha shit i sound emo

im going to go eat and get fat over her
...ew..

baseball stadium hot dogs

make me poop

lalalalalalala
its weird how i dont express how im feeling in this journal. god, if you read my other journal, youd prolly tell me to stfu the world doesnt hate you..only girls haha but yeah, i dunno. i fucked up.

players lose

take it all away