it's days like these that make me want to crawl back into bed and just lie there for the rest of the day. i had a dream that we had this fight, right, and the first thing i did was take all my shit from your house that was mine. i pretended i wanted to do laundry. heck. even in my dreams i run away. i can't be that person anymore. the reaping was ( Read more... )

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tonight we are all going to the ale house for his birthday, which is on sunday.  i'm going to phily on saturday for the first time and i'm excited to just see something other than ny.  i'm listening to the spice girls.  i know i'm going to have to take care of your butt tonight - i may just hold your hand, easy, right?  everyone at abercrombie & ( Read more... )

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we're both damaged & it might feel like we have to stop, at least for a while, but i can't because i'm addicted to you.  i gravite towards you in my slumber - i have yet to get great sleep in a while.  you're older and i'm younger and sometimes it seems wrong, but in the end it's just me and you.  i feel like we're holding on too hard - like i may ( Read more... )

i have graves disease. yes sounds pretty morbid, but i'm getting by.

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he's scaring me. she's scaring me. she's scaring me. he's scaring me. they're scaring me. i'm scaring me.
i hate everything right now.
i have an over active thyroid.

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they think it's serious.

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i hate how things are right now. so unsure. so debatable. i'm dying to get out of my own skin. blood work tomorrow, i might of messed it up already. i'm not so much a winner when it comes to incidents like these. never again i say to myself. never again.