i tried to love you, i thought i could/ i tried to own you, i thought i would

[oh_lamour]

okay, first and foremost after reading someone's entry again in review.. i'd just like to say this much: don't fucking kiss me and act like you want me if i'm not really what you want. fuck that. & fuck you

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[nonnef]

You're insane, you know that?
If you knew what you were talking about you'd realise that yes indeed, Brandy is the best looking person on my list. Even you couldn't argue with that. You'd also realise she's a lesbian, who happens to live 800miles away.

How that translates to everyone else on my list being boring and dumb and ugly is up to you to explain.

Go ahead, this 'ought to be good.

[oh_lamour]

gee, if YOU knew what YOU were talking about, you'd realize that for someone who you were trying to impress and possibly start something with, that doesn't make the best impression. not to mention, tennessee isn't exactly that far. but i really could care less.

and that really had nothing to do with that comment i made in my post. that was centered on the vibes i've been getting from you lately. like, it seems you don't really want anything to do with me anymore. or atleast, you're making no effort.

and i didn't say everyone else on your list was boring/dumb/ugly. i meant me. because that's how i feel now.

i'm sorry i'm not the perfect girl. seems like that's what people expect. well hello, wake up, this is reality. i try to make something out of nothing, apparently.. though, to me, a kiss is.. something. but once again, i'm dubbed insane. you know, you're starting to remind me of jared.

and that can't be a good thing.

[nonnef]

Vibe, from me?
Well let's here; Whenever I call you find some reason to run off or insist on telling me how wonderful you latest date was. Whenever I ---
No, you know what? I'm not even going to bother.

Just know that your insecurity has ruined yet another of your friendships.

Seeya.