.........G-gehan.......
.......Gehan............ani..........fatei..........
...q-quinjei..........................
...I can't think like that..........no....I don't want to......
But...we can't seem to...talk to each other.......why....?
...I....I don't want to do this........I love him...I really do........but I don't want to hurt....it keeps hurting...
I tried to call his house a few minutes ago....I can't remember who answered it....but I hung up without even saying anything...I don't know what to say.....I don't know what to do....
It shouldn't hurt like this......it shouldn't...but it does.......so much....I don't want it to.....
....I....I have to go back to look after things there anyway....I have to continue with the great things that my father did.....
...Oh god I don't want to leave him.....please help, I need to speak to him.....I need to talk to him.....please....
((*whaps Zelda* ;__; BITCH! QUIT TALKING LIKE THAT!
The beginning of her post says "Maybe I should leave" >> just so you know...))