i'm antsy ( Read more... )

i don't know what i want anymore.
i wish my heart would work.
then it could tell me how i feel and what i want.
but i think its scared to work, as dumb as that sounds.

i got this idea from mattie who got it from suzanne. =)

100 things about me ( Read more... )

crazy crap man ( Read more... )

::sigh:: summer is crazy.

today i had my party. mucho fun for everybody. i have some very good looking friends. they have abs. they get sun burnt. they can do flips. hey have mad soccer skillz ( Read more... )

reasons why i'm happy :

+ dashboard cd comes out today
+ road trip next friday is 90% sure
+ party thursday
+ i might hang out with jp tonight
+ i'm in love with brandi

reasons why i'm sad :

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i found this quote. i really like it. alot.

"this feeling you give me makes me want to blast my music so loud i can't tell the difference between the bass & my heart beat." its by brokenxwalls

'mazing night yesterday ( Read more... )

feeling better.

i went to church, then out to lunch with my mommy. we went to TGI fridays, and Nathan was our waiter. He's the guy that was the lead in "how to succeed in business..." and he's sooo cute, and he made me smile/blush whenever he came to our table ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm going to explode. i'm so pent up.
like i'm waiting for something to happen.
but if nothing happens, i might just explode anyway.