You know what the worst feeling in the entire world is? Feeling as though no matter what you do or how you act you can't change a situation. The feeling that you aren't needed or that you could be replaced. Sometimes I wonder where I would be today had I made different choices, different friends. What if I hadn't gone through certain shit, or where ( Read more... )

The Lord is my shepherd therefor I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures.
 He leads me beside the still waters.He restores my soul. He leads me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 
Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me.

That brings back so many memories. I ( Read more... )

christmas was good. I got my ring from Ian. i heart it more than life.
I had a shitload of fun over break
New Years was good. I got drunk
but everything seemed so short
I already go back to school tomorrow
Its making me sick to my stomach
i hate the thought of having to go back to the same ol shit
eh
graduation couldn't come any quicker

there is absolutely nothing better
than being completely wasted
staring up at the stars
with your closest girls.

oh its christmas eve and im excited<3
Ian and I are going to Dunkin' Donuts
Ciao

ok seriously,
FUCK Napoleon Bonaparte
and neoclassicism.

Ian and I had the weirdest/most upsetting talk last night deal with "what if's". I didn't like it, and I cried myself to sleep. BUT thats just because were retarded. School was gay, except for the fact Miss Chelsey Petersen dyed her hair jet black. its hawt. People just kept running into me today, and it was pissing me off. I told some random dude ( Read more... )

i hate my stomach
its fucking retarded.
BUT my gay stomach allowed me to come home from school today
I went for first period so I could take my appendicular bones practical
then drove my ass home 
did homework
watched two hours worth of ER.. and Sylvia Brownne on Montel
and now here I am
I'm trying to find a job as a Pharm Tech or a PSA considering ( Read more... )

If there could be one author/literary figure I admired most it would be R.W. Emerson. He portrayed his ideas so eloquently.. it makes me jealous. As a writer, frankly, I wish I could pull shit like his off. 
Self- Reliance
^ its long, but well worth the time it takes to read it

anyyways.
Things are pissing me off lately. I can't wait until I'm ( Read more... )

i hate my car ( Read more... )

i hate european history ( Read more... )