i wrote a poem. o.o ( Read more... )

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yesterday at emily's kelsey cut my hair. it's chin length now. and we bleached it. the pink from the other day that didn't really show up.. shows up now. it looks red. lol and. i have like. brown tips kind of. and brown in the front. but it's a lighter brown than my hair originally was. actually looks kinda cool. i like it, anyways. after i get it ( Read more... )

i'm at my friends house. and i'm actually updating. lalalaa.

tomorrow we're going to the mall. ^-^ yay. but we have to go to church what a scary thought. anyways. the mall will be fun. ahh. the excitement ( Read more... )

okay. finally updating ( Read more... )

there's so much to say.. i don't even know where to begin with this one. my birthday was crap. i know my friends tried, and i should be happy but there's too much emotional crap going on right now i haven't been able to enjoy the day. i'm sorry i haven't gotten around to responding to people, just caught up in a lot right now. i'm not going to ( Read more... )

i cannot sleep. all of these things keep running through my mind. i'm feeling the need to cry. how is it so easy for guys to take and leave me? what is it about me that gives them the impression that that's okay for them to do? i don't understand this. i can't deal with it any longer. the thought of leaving the internet behind has crossed my mind. ( Read more... )

a few of you may want to read this and take some time to think about it, really think about it. i'm serious this time, the games need to stop ( Read more... )

-whines- everyone on my buddylist is away! this sucks, i'm so bored. blah. on tuesday we're going to have AIMS testing on writing. this is going to suck. even though i like writing.. just the thought of another test. now i'm reading about the 'Cobain Murder Investigation' -wanders off-

oh my GOD. my dad keeps blabbing about my mother and how 'horrible' she is. trying to make her out to be something she isn't. i have too much of an open mind to believe any of this bullshit i'm tired of hearing it. yes, she left me when i was only four years old, and i've been brought up living with my dad with weekend visits to see my mom until we ( Read more... )