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[oh_sylvia]

Hmmm. There's so much to say, and not a way to say it. Not a way that doesn't paint me as a total fuck up anyway

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[starcharmer]

I hate trying to pick one thing to do...I want to do art, psychology, criminal profiling...sighsigh.
I think I'm going with art...I can still read about the other things, you know? Yah...

As to the kiss...it wasn't your fault. You got caught up in the moment, it happens. I don't blame you for not telling L. (:

[oh_sylvia]

Yay! I'm glad you understand :).

[kellymabob]

Change scares me too, but I think that is a good thing.

As much as making huge life decisions like that is hard...try to remember it's not set in stone...it is a hassle to change something like that but if you really think you made the wrong choice you can always change your mind later!

[oh_sylvia]

True, but as we get older, changing things gets harder. I feel this pressure to get it right the first time.

But you're right, that's something I gotta let go of :)

[carreysunshine]

People do make mistakes, that's how they learn. It's unfair for people to make you feel badly about them because it's how we learn.

I know how you feel about choosing what direction you want your life to go in. :(. I'm at that point right now too and it's stressing me out. Things would be so much easier if we didn't have to worry about things like bills, you know?

[oh_sylvia]

Yeah! I mean most of the important lessons I've learned are from mistakes I've made. It's my educator.

Bills suck. Hard.