*sings* JULIE HAS A GOLDFISH AND YOUU DON'T nah nah nah boo boo. yuppp. and it's name is mister. he/she is SO FLIPPIN ADORABLE and everyone wishes they had one. :o ( Read more... )

first of all,

Merry Christmas.i've gotten ( Read more... )

i try to go on when i can. i'm grounded from everything but kile for all of christmas break. gay ( Read more... )

groundedbut not yet. I will be tomorrow so I may not update for a while idk. but yeah 10 minutes ago i was riding in the back of a cop car being told sick stories of girls having sex with guys for the fun of it, fake ID's, blah. I was simply sleeping on Riah's couch. She wakes me up & says her good friend Chris and Jon were coming over to pick us ( Read more... )

current clothing: jeans, tank top, white sweater ( Read more... )

And so yeah, I'm dumb. And sick. I swear if I don't lose my voice out of this I'll be angry. There's no point in getting sick if you don't lose your voice.

retarted homosexual cuntsucking dickhead drivers:o) ran into one this morning. I swear he got so close to Hollie's car I could have reached out and touched him. The angry look on his face ( Read more... )

"...you don't know how lucky you are to be with someone like Kile and to be in this serious of a relationship this young...so just hold on to everything you have while you have it (which will hopefully be forever) but instead of looking to what might or could happen think about how lucky both of you are to have each other ( Read more... )

being sad and not know a thing and being stupid

it's good.

went out with Kile tonight. He got in town around 1:30..glad I got to see him. I don't know whats going on with me..I like can't even understand myself. It hurts the most when I have to fake a smile around the people who make me the happiest. Wouldn't they be the ones to realize it first that something is wrong? Even if they asked if something was ( Read more... )

i just got warm enough to sit still but now i want a sip of my milkshake ( Read more... )