mmmmmmmmmmmmhm
What is the chances that you know what I am thinking right now.
Girls can have a whole conversation just by emotions and looking at each other.
Yesterday with that one look she knew. I love him.
She saw the hurt, the pain, and that happyness drift away when I thought I was loosing him again.
After meeting him, she says "I see why you love him."
I'm his dogs mommie, I'm his moms favorite girl, his brothers favorite friend. I can't get wrapped up in this.
I'm always trying to mend relationships, or make ppl see what the problem is because I couldn't see my problems with mikie. MIKIE MIKIE MIKIE, I am always comparing everything in life to HIM!
I can't take it anymore, I want to be done with it all, but I still go to the places that make me feel like I'm at home with him again. I didn't even relize I was doing that till the other night we didnt have anything to do, so mary, aaron colton and I drove to the harbor(well I did) and they all were like why are we here? and I didn't exactly know why I wanted to be there I just knew I did. Then I look over to the right and it all clears up.
Its like I am living my life in a haze, the only time the fog clears up is when I think of him. AND THAT SUCKS!
Someone once said, you care about someone until the next best thing comes along then you'll forget about the loser that you wasted so much time on. Well, Mikie wasn't a loser, and I've been with tons of great(and shotty) guys since him, and I still to this day compare everyone to him.
I've been asked out like 3 times this week, and blew every single one of them off to hang out with jess and make sure he's not getting into trouble.
I'm hurting myself to save another, how far do you think I'll let things go?
PASTE:
So I was looking through last year or pictures that I posted.
Lots of memories.
Andrew when he was like 5 months old:
to Andrew's first birthday party:
From polka dots:
to bandana's:
Mary's living room:
Trips to the mountains:
Trips to pick up your stuff from your ex:
through it all:
Girls can have a whole conversation just by emotions and looking at each other.
Yesterday with that one look she knew. I love him.
She saw the hurt, the pain, and that happyness drift away when I thought I was loosing him again.
After meeting him, she says "I see why you love him."
I'm his dogs mommie, I'm his moms favorite girl, his brothers favorite friend. I can't get wrapped up in this.
I'm always trying to mend relationships, or make ppl see what the problem is because I couldn't see my problems with mikie. MIKIE MIKIE MIKIE, I am always comparing everything in life to HIM!
I can't take it anymore, I want to be done with it all, but I still go to the places that make me feel like I'm at home with him again. I didn't even relize I was doing that till the other night we didnt have anything to do, so mary, aaron colton and I drove to the harbor(well I did) and they all were like why are we here? and I didn't exactly know why I wanted to be there I just knew I did. Then I look over to the right and it all clears up.
Its like I am living my life in a haze, the only time the fog clears up is when I think of him. AND THAT SUCKS!
Someone once said, you care about someone until the next best thing comes along then you'll forget about the loser that you wasted so much time on. Well, Mikie wasn't a loser, and I've been with tons of great(and shotty) guys since him, and I still to this day compare everyone to him.
I've been asked out like 3 times this week, and blew every single one of them off to hang out with jess and make sure he's not getting into trouble.
I'm hurting myself to save another, how far do you think I'll let things go?
PASTE:
So I was looking through last year or pictures that I posted.
Lots of memories.
Andrew when he was like 5 months old:
to Andrew's first birthday party:
From polka dots:
to bandana's:
Mary's living room:
Trips to the mountains:
Trips to pick up your stuff from your ex:
through it all: