i wish i didnt find out about it.

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refer to my mood & music for everything you need to know.

after trying to hide my bad habits from my parents for so long i have learned they don't care. after my parents buying myself, krystal and john massive amounts of alcohol in south carolina, & after learning that my parents don't care about my marijuana use, i have decided to throw a small party at my house on saturday night. the parents will be ( Read more... )

where did you go???????

i am home with my family for the first time since thursday night. it's so hard for me to not judge them for their actions. just the way they move and speak makes me feel so uneasy. my dad cooks dinner so carelessly and my mom sits and watches tv with her feety pajamas and chimes in with questions for me about school, homework, the prom and other ( Read more... )

I know you might role your eyes at this ( Read more... )

where the fuck did everybody go?

there are so many songs that i listen to and think of best friends & txt messages. they remind me of carrides & cigarettes. i listen to the lyrics & i find out they are about love. i am so in love with my friends ( Read more... )

so much truth everywhere. it was amazing. we all admitted to just knowing. we knew the feelings eachother had, and we knew the motives of every move. and it feels real nice to sit around with good people & know the truth is being told. everything feels so different ( Read more... )

so what do you want?
i want to be careless too.
so much waiting, so much sitting alone.
when you say what you say,
it's not what I thought, it's really nothing at all.
I'm not who you want,
alright, alright alright, alright.

worked today. free tomorrow. work thursday 12-7. off friday. work saturday 8-145.

when do i get to see you?