It;'s 4 40  im still awake,

Gaurentee i dont go to bed considering nothing in me besides my eyes are tired.

I am bored though

and lately i havent been myself, somethings changing

I feel like im getting more motivation, not only to work harder but to make more friends, for a long time here i just didnt care if anyone liked me or if i was friends with ( Read more... )

This, is the first time, in a very long time, that im writing in here and not totally out of my mind, and sad.

SO it will probably be gay.

However, this school year is not good so far, im crossing my fingers that it gets better.

Lexxie Graham, moved to Arizona,

Christian is no longer going to our school because he stayed in Canada.

No one else is ( Read more... )

oh dont lose your head ( Read more... )

There is so much DRAMA  It's becomming rediculious.

To: Everyone

Stop talking about people
Stop being Bitchy
Stop taking things out on other people
Stop trying to 'claim territory'
Stop being a bad friend
Stop being mean to eachother
Stop being so stubborn
Stop Acting stupid
Stop talking shit
Stop Blowing hot air
Stop taking your life for granted.

Start ( Read more... )

i cant pack anymore

im sincerely sad

and i cant stop thinking about this stupid kid

and its all just wayy too much to handle.

I keep holding in the tears because i dont want to cry. I dont want to be miserable. I dont want to move. I dont want to be alone anymore.

I dont want to feel displaced again

Im currently hating life, and holding my breath for ( Read more... )

Greys anatomy just made me cry really hard ( Read more... )

I have been sick since Friday night.

I missed school the past two days.

and i HAVE to go tomorrow because exams are thursday and Friday.

I have some sort of virus and Got my blood drawn yesterday to be tested for mono.

I cant stop sleeping.

Friday night i went to bed at 12:30 slept all night and almost all through saturday, with the exception of ( Read more... )

I guess i just dont understand.

I probably never will

but if I do.

or think i do.

I'm sure you'll be the third to know.

I want to go running.

I want to go running.

I want to go running

too bad its 10:00 and im a scaredy cat.

: [

hahah

Im miserable

and im gonna go running

You've gotta sink to swim.

too much stress.

my plate is mighty too full.

You dont have time for me  so i wont make time for you

end of story.

Who even use's live journal anymore?

It's not like you get comments, everyone's too fucking busy leaving cyber sex comments on myspace.