come to think of it...winter is by no means going to get me down...it really started to today. it made me hate sleeping...showering...and my boyfriend. and i decided...no! fuck that because that shit's wack. This winter isnt going to be painful....or else. because I say so ( Read more... )

so...i was just informed by a relatively reliable source that the real world casting is going to be at emu tomorrow for the next season of the show. obviously i was stoked because my life goal for about the past 3 years has been to get on the real world and cause rediculous amounts of drama and fun to happen all while on tv and becoming famous in ( Read more... )

I got an a on my first french test. i like french a lot ( Read more... )

Yesterday I felt the weight of the universe slap me in the face. This morning I woke up and forgot all about it until I saw the bruises on my cheeks. And it happened all over again. And then I pushed too hard like I usually do ( Read more... )

will someone please tell me why my life is shit? I have a few explanations, but not nearly enough of them qualify to make up for what a fucking bullshit day today was ( Read more... )

"I wanna go back ( Read more... )

Ryan called me the other day. we both wish things were different. but we both know we can't change it and we have to stick this shit out. so we decided to become pen pals. whoot whoot! I've always wanted a pen pal. especially one as funny as Ryan. So this is a good thing ( Read more... )

It's my birthday. So was last night. Ypsilanti was good to me and despite all the bullshit that keeps keeping me down lately I had a very spectacular night. Tonight Stacy, Nick John Smith, Eliza and myself will go drinking in Canada. I'm wearing a very pretty dress that cost me one dollar and I would like to have a really good time but I don't know ( Read more... )

I had an incredible dream last night that could have been the most amazing sci-fi, horror love flick ever made. But it was just a dream. It altered my state of mind for the first two hours of being awake...as well as the fact that I had no idea why I woke up on the couch under kates blanket instead of in my own bed. Apparently me any my lover spend ( Read more... )

Things have been good and bad but what's new? I can't find a job and I'm broke as fuck and I'm at the point where i will seriously work ANYWHERE! I'll fucking...clean your closet out for you for like ten bucks. and yes...that's an offer. The ymca sign by my house said they need women "dayporters" for nights and weekends...hmmm....nooo i dea what a ( Read more... )