One night, while in a hotel bedroom with Sainette, I grew miserably sick of the mad dreams I had been describing to amuse her. I began to beat her. While beating her, I was unable to forget that strange man, John Raskolnikov Gilson, the Russian student. As I beat her, I shouted "O constipation of desire! O diarrhoea of love! O life within! O
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