ryan came home. we did our hair together in my pajamas at 7pm. went out. split a pint in a bowling alley parking lot and told stories. bowled...drunk... the manager wanted us OUT! Left. Went booze cruisin for the last 2 hours. got fucking wasted and shouldn't have been driving but it was just so much fun. did you knopw that if you go to milford ( Read more... )

Ryan's home! Ryan's home! Ryan's home Ryan's home!

I'm busting at the seams!

best surprise eva!

I got a new camera and it's the cutest itty bitty thing in the world. Prepare to be photographed my lovlies ( Read more... )

I just woke up from an 8 day trance supposedly called 2006.

what the hell just happened?

god

fat days can be replaced with "incredibly beautiful days" with enough hairspray.

those are my last words before falling off the face of the planet for a little while. details of my adventures will be posted in a very long time. goodnight.

2005 ( Read more... )

I don't think I like to take anyone along with me when its just her and I. When were alone she rubs my arms and paints me pictures. she turns me to cotton and soft numbness. I like to be alone with her. Because she makes me ugly but she doesnt care and i don't care. We found a little boy and drug him by the hair all the way down the big green ( Read more... )

I don't know what's happening to me. But it's totally fucked. I lost all of the grip I kinda might have used to have on reality today AND THATS A FACT ( Read more... )

so i found this guy on the ypsi sex offenders list who used to live on ballard. I used to be convinced that one day he was going to kidnap me, murder me, and bury me somewhere in his dilapidated mansion of a sex dungeon...Turns out dudes a rapist ( Read more... )

hibernation therapy...I'm in ( Read more... )

Ok. I gave a nice long actually motivating speech to holley about "living". If you read this Holley I want you to know I was like...50 percent wrong. Wich isn't that bad but if i were to re-spew that speech I would have to change a few many things ( Read more... )