waking from slumber
seeing anew what i saw
in different light

looking inside me
noticing that they didnt
want to discover

to others perhaps
i owe some allegiances
to myself, never

beginning again
at the end of everything
formidable task

fools rush in ( Read more... )

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as i approach that quasimythical place where time stops ( Read more... )

i really want to argue with someone. i dont really care what about, except that it has to be something i feel strongly about or can form a decent opinion about. if anyone shares this sentiment, attack me sometime with a well timed verbal assault.

god im strange.

fuck all that whining shit.

I love my life. I am extremely content with where I am right now. I was just hit by the feeling that everything ever in my life has led exactly to this point.

poetry is back ( Read more... )

it has been a long time since i updated last. has much changed? this remains to be seen. i believe that perhaps i have changed. i am definitely not sad depressed wallflower max, and not really confused questioning everything max. i think i am now relaxed go with the flow do the work but have a ball max. maybe certain "inhibitions" have been ( Read more... )

back from the fucking piece of shit worthless good for nothing jamboree ( Read more... )