i am really hurt right now ( Read more... )

seriously, stop talking. your wisdom is retard wisdom.

i am sitting in a tiny apartment, surrounded by tiny cats and a best friend in chicago. life is pretty cool right now.

i'm scared. super scared.
but unbelievably excited.
please dont hurt me.
please, please, please dont let me down.
dont be like the rest of them
treat me better this time,
and i will be the best thing that has ever happened to you.

making me feel like shit about being happy doesnt seem like the right thing to do.
but i guess, me being happy isnt enough for everyone.
if i made a mistake, i made a mistake.
i just wish i had some support. thats all.

im so happy to have all of you in my life.
i love you.

every single one of you

you are all going to hate me.
very, very soon.

it will work this time.

tonight was fucking sweet.
metal solo night for sure.

if i found a new sort of plant, i would name it shut the fuck up and stop asking me stupid questions.

you let me down.
i puked this morning.
i feel like shit.
fuck you.