sometimes, i'm jsut not sure if i'm ready to stir things up, like even while knowing...or at least thinking that they need to be stirred up because i'm not exactly happy w/ them...i just wonder if i'm perceiving things that aren't there and should keep it in it's settled state ( Read more... )

Number A: i'm totally impressed by the pimping that LJ has done, it just keeps making things better for us and i feel like i neglect it...i'm sorry Lj ( Read more... )

for some reason tonight just felt sooo good, i mean like there were things that bugged just a squidge. but i'm feeling so good cause i can just brush them off now that i know why ( Read more... )

it's hit me today ( Read more... )

so lJ is kinda funny and how like with you guys...like i don't see some of you or really have a chance to talk to you guys but it's all still there ( Read more... )

and i think as tough as things are for you right now...they're going to lighten up, it's incredible to have the house and the opportunity, but i think it's not easy and taking a toll but you are handling everything VERY well ( Read more... )

i'm doing this because i know i'll feel tons better afterwards....

and pecause i know i need this!

YEAH...YEAH!
ahaha

i've been emo lately, and that's not who i am..i've had to do more re-adjusting than i really was ready for or thought i needed...but i feel like i've gotten the refreshing break of air i needed and i'm excited to go on ( Read more... )

i was just thinking

merely thinking

that i have been missing you for way too long

and there`s something inside this weary head

that wants us to love just instead

and i`m not giving up, i`'m not trying to be dramatic, i just feel like i don`t have the heart to keep it up. at least not in this capacity...the other i can handle SEM PROBLEMAS...i just hoped ( Read more... )

so as cute and imminent as the whole thing feels sometimes...i maintain that it's just not gonna happen ( Read more... )