classes are going really well, mostly because i've managed to go to them all and stay awake. having spanish everyday isn't as bad as i anticipated only because we've yet to open our books and learn any spanish. my teacher is so in love with latin culture that all we've done is learn about immigrants and food. i'm a bit nervous about how fast it's ( Read more... )

a couple days ago we went to the park which was alot of fun. of course dustin couldn't keep from doing something obnoxious (swings are only fun for so long) so he started throwing apples. i could just see a small child come running up the hill, stopping right in his line of fire. after that we went to the mall to buy the first harry potter book ( Read more... )

"but still, it must have been hard to think, 'man, i could have any woman i want - except for the one woman i really want.' remember how it was before you and i finally got together? i spent a year killing myself trying to make you love me, and it was a heartbreaking process. it was like i was singing 'Layla' to you every single night, and all you ( Read more... )

everything has been so great lately. we wake up late everyday and stay up all night. any doubt or anxiety i had about living with dustin has been completely eliminated. i really had no reason to be worried to begin with since i've been living with him since the day we started dating. i think i stayed at my apartment 5 times during the first 6 ( Read more... )

things are getting so much better ( Read more... )

finally moved in.
not having a good day.

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it's finally been a year since my dad died.
it makes me sick to think of what i was doing at this exact moment a year ago.
a few hours from now and my dad would be dead and my entire world destroyed.
it's weird. i thought i would be a wreck, crying hysterically, but i just feel numb.
i can't cry... i can honestly barely think about it.

today has been pretty awesome while extremely tiring ( Read more... )

9:30 in the morning. haven't slept yet in light of recent events ( Read more... )