And dont forget to breathe...

how am i suppose to believe nothing is going on, when text/messages are being received saying 'i love you' 'bf<3 'cutie'. Can you really blame me for getting upset? am i over 
exaggerating making a big deal out of nothing? is this how it all starts? how am i not suppose to feel worried someone is going to take the one ( Read more... )

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 i havent beeen updating lately because i know no one reads this shit and i keep forgetting my damn password! anywho, things have been great. i beeen working non stop trying to save money for school but its sooo hard to save money! i keep spending it. im thinking about getting another job at some school with little kids. so two jobs ?! shouldnt be ( Read more... )

i have a hard time believing/trusting people and i really hate it.

im trying my hardest. :/

 so ive decided im going to film school! i dont care what it takes for me to get there im going! im not going back to shitty elco! so if it means working non-stop,getting rid of my car . im going to do it! i have to go to this school.

in another note
things are going great. couldnt be happpier.

peace love and hipppie beads. 

could this day get any fuckin worse!!?
today was not my day what so ever!

i feeel sick, unhealthy, restless. i feeel like i am walking on eggshells, moving nowhere at all and i absolutely hate it.  i feeel like i cant say what is on my mind without hurting someone,when i do i never have the right words to back up what im trying to say. i feel i ( Read more... )

wow. i hate stupid girls that act like theyre 15. Chasing and wanting something that doesnt want them ( Read more... )

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its ridiculously hot!!  i hate this heat! i wannnna go surfing! i hate mondays. i wish it was friday already! ima go throw myself in a poool.

Toooodles.

ive recently decided that i am going to write in my livejournal more because i constantly neglect it.

Lately things have beeen pretty good. i am so thankful/happy with my life right now.i have a few good friends whom i am so blessed to have. i have an amazing boyfriend.im happy happy oh.


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