welcome to my second opened entry

[ohheypunk]

i am very sick. i have a multiple problems at an awful time in life. i have a serious ear infection, a sinus infection like whoa, a relentless 101 fever, and, to top it off, strep throat. WOOT WOOT. yay! im john and life just bent me over a table and made me its prison bitch. it's so fucking painful. i cant eat anything too hard because it hurts my

Comments

[smileyoufckers]

yo...you, me and the boys need to watch bad taste mad soon. i can't keep it on the shelf for too long.

[bassgreg]

1 i'm sick too

2 i think it's cute how you called erics dad donald

3 i think everyone worries about peoples conceptions of themselves

[deadcapulet]

i heart you john.
you need to feel better tomorrow cause tomorrow is a big day. it's friday the 13th so anything could happen. haha.

[piercingtruths]

" worry how people look at me. i think about appearance, how they act, if they trust, if they like spending time with, if they're physically attracted to me. i wonder what they think of me. overall? fake? good person? fun? thoughtful? respectful? asshole?
now i feel as if i am repeating former entries."
i am always worried what people are thinking...i think it comes with just being who you really are and knowing that over 80% of the people around you who are (or make you feel like) watching you every movement are just a product of what others want and there own insecurities. i don't know you at all...and until i saw you guys perform on respect didn't really think anything of you besides thinking you werer attractive...after i saw you guys perform though i realized you weren't one of those psudo emo kids...you were actually doing it and had somthing worth hearing...

[anonymous]

ive said it once and i'll say it again... you really did get the good genes and the good everything. You are such a talented writer. I love reading your entries. they make me think and i like that. I envy you because you express things which is something that is so difficult for me and so many others. don't stop writing...

*side note- the peninsula is the greatest place to go and think. Summer nights when a cool breeze is blowing and the sounds of the frog can be heard, it is like no other place...

see you on monday little one