these past few weeks have been kind of a mess. kind of annoying and kind of fabulous at the same time. i always get myself into trouble with boys. not really trouble.. just.. i dont know. it's never as cut and dry as i hope for. things have finally calmed down though. or.. i have calmed down ( Read more... )

appearntly the key to my heart is to call me beautiful.

i wish i found a boy who was normal and simple and easy to get along with and who wanted to come over to my apartment and hang out with me.

no drama. no mess. no games.

but... i want more. i'm such an idiot. i need to learn how to say what i want.

tomorrow i finally have a day off and i get paid!! my first major paycheck since i moved up here. i am so so thrilled. we are going out to a nice dinner because terri is leaving me for a week to go to puerto rico and stuff. i'm so jealous ( Read more... )

doggies.

tonight was fun. i made a good apple pie. i've never made it before. nick came over. it was lovely to hang out and have wine and it was fun. as he always is.

but at the same time i absouletly dislike some things about this night as well.

i'd give a million bucks for a bad memory.

after a very long day of annoying work yesterday.. jason picked me up and we went to see terri and work and had yummy lattes and a cookie and.. yum ( Read more... )

i'm feeling better. hooray ( Read more... )

even though i had a good costume... i think i hated this entire day ( Read more... )

if i was smart.. i would have made my comstume months ago like i had planned. clearly.. i'm dumb. grrr ( Read more... )

so.. last week i moved to boston. it's been a full week now and it already feels like it's been much longer. but it's been completely fun. my roommates are fabulous... because they are my friends. and we all get along and we make dinner for each other. i love it. love it! and i already got a job... stupid new bedford. i couldn't find a job for ( Read more... )