Raab&&Deron- 50
1. Ring:
Deron had never thought of marrage before, but every since his parent's divorce, he'd been wearing his father's wedding band on his ring finger.
2. Hero:
Raab looked at the singer as a hero; he'd saved him from himself.
3. Memory:
You've had memories of Deron from the day you met Jess and Bam but it's taken you sixteen years to be able to actually have a real conversation with him.
4. Box:
Deron spotted a box at the foot of his friend's bed, and found a picture sitting on the top of the pile of he and Jess jamming, while Bam and Raab looked on. It made him realize that the boy had really always been there.
5. Run:
You've tried to run away from the dark things that have occured during your life, and didn't even notice that those things are what will make you who you are.
6. Hurricane:
The was a hurricane while your were flying home, asif you wern't scared enough.
7. Wings:
If you look close enough, you can see the stiches from where Deron had ripped out his wings.
8. Cold:
Depression makes you numb inside. Everything is always colder when it feels like no one cares.
9. Red:
The first time you've ever seen Deron's face turn red, was the first time that he kissed you.
10. Drink:
The whole mess started with a few beers, and your really glad that it had.
11. Midnight:
You wern't much of a morning kind of guy- none of you were.
12. Temptation:
Raab was tempted to call Deron but, what would he possibly say? 'Hey, what’s up?' Lame.
13. View:
Your line of sight instantly went to Bam hurriedly pulling up a pair of jeans, that you knew wern't his, over his naked hips, then to Jimmy who sat under a blanket with wide eyes.
14. Music:
You never realized that his words held so much meaning.
15. Silk:
His skin was softer then anyone's you've ever felt.
16. Cover:
Since the first night you got drunk and passed out with him, you really enjoyed sharing a bed with Raab.
17. Promise:
Deron didn't like to make promises he couldn't keep.
18. Dream:
Raab had a dream about being in love with his Russian wife, but he wasn't sure if she was the one he wanted.
19. Candle:
You kissed him by the candle light until the power finally come back on- even then, you turned out the light and pretended there was no electricity.
20. Talent:
Compared to Deron, Raab felt like a talent less loser. He should be use to it by now though- his best friend is Bam.
21. Silence:
The only silences that the two of you share, are comfortable ones.
22. Journey:
"Der, let's go on an adventure!"
23. Fire:
"I can't fucking believe you thought this was a good idea." Deron sighed while rapping his the burns on his friend's foot, with gauze.
24. Strength:
Even though you thought you needed Deron more then he needed you, in reality, you both needed each other.
25. Mask:
Raab wore a mask when he was with his friends and pretended like nothing was wrong, but really, everything was wrong.
26. Ice:
All you wanted was a cigarette but the moment you stepped outside, you slipped onto your ass.
27. Fall:
"Don't you dare let me fucking fall off this roof!" Chris warned, "I've fallen off it before, and I'm not in the mood to do it again."
28. Forgotten:
It was like the world didn't matter outside of this room. There was just you, Deron, the warm blankets around you both, and his soft lips touching anywhere they could.
29. Dance:
"What the hell are you doing?" he asked with a laugh.
30. Body:
Deron didn't really like his body, but Raab sure as hell did.
31. Sacred:
After learning the meanings behind the singer's words, Raab believed that ever CKY song was sacred.
32. Farewells:
They'd said goodbye to each other a million times, but out of all of them, this time was the hardest.
33. World:
Deron got to see the world, and Chris wanted to see it with him.
34. Formal:
"Why the fuck do you have a suit?" Deron asked from the depths of Chris' closet.
35. Fever:
Raab had a fever and the only thing he could do was lay in bed and complain over the phone to his friend.
36. Laugh:
"I didn't want it to be something to use against me for you guys, like you and snakes or Rake and mustard."
37. Lies:
He refused to lie to Bam, "Dico knows."
38. Forever:
Deron didn't really like the idea of something being drawn on his skin forever.
39. Overwhelmed:
Bam was overwhelmed as he stood in the middle of his room, looking between the man that he'd just finished having sex with, and his best friend who'd just caught them.
40. Whisper:
"I miss you."
41. Wait:
Chris was patient with Deron, because the man had been patient with him.
42. Talk:
Even though it'd never really occured to you, you've never once had a real conversation with Deron, but as the night progressed, you wish you had earlier in life.
43. Search:
The band searched the crowds of people for the CKY crew except, since you stepped off the plane, you've been looking for the youngest of the group.
44. Hope:
Those late night phone calls and secret text messages were the only thing that got you through tour.
45. Eclipse:
"What the fucks so great about the eclipse?" Raab asked in a serious tone, "Isn't it just the shortest day of the year? How can you even watch that?"
46. Gravity:
"You can tell what women don't believe in gravity."
47. Highway:
Ads played over the radio as you sat beside Brandon in the most awkward silence, during your drive to Philly.
48. Unknown:
Even though you've expressed some of your deepest thoughts with Deron, his were still unknown to you.
49. Lock:
"Shit! Why can't you two ever lock the fucking door?!"
50. Breath:
As you turn around the corner, you see both Jimmy and Bam standing on separate sides of the kitchen, "Why are you guys so out of breath?" Deron asks with a raised eyebrow, but you know exactly the reason why.