Upset

[ohjag]

Well, here I go again. I was so upset--about an hour ago I poured my heart out in this journal, hit post, only to be told LJ was in the "read only" mode and I couldn't post. It was very emotional trying to tell about my last few days, but here I go again

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Upset

[junebugggero]

Judy, I'm sorry you are hurting so right now. If hugs could go through computers you'd have one. Longing for family who live far away is difficult, to be sure; but what a blessing to have a family to love. So many can live next door and yet be emotionally distant. My grandgirls are coming from CT July 31 to Aug 8 and I can hardly wait! We talk on the phone every week but it's not the same and watching their bright and innocent eyes as they tell you what they are doing. Some ways I found to help cross that distance are the phone calls, homemade cards, I made color pages for flag day while giving the history of the flag with blanks for the 10 year old to fill in, give lots of hugs when you are with them then create a special funky word that only the two of you know what it means (Hak Hak, that's when Grandma wants to give you hugs and kisses hugs and kisses)I'm sure they wil always remember how you made them feel more than where you live. Meanwhile, you have made several big life changes at one time and adjustment on either is

Awww...

[sweet03thang]

It sounds like you had a very great holiday though. It's good that at least you got to see them and visit with them over the weekend and everything. Don't be sad though. It may be hard but it will all get better. Maybe when you get done with school and then you can move back and get a job there. You never know. Just try to stay cheered.