i wished i had something like that for me nothing lasts over a few months.. i guess i just have plain bad luck =/
& now i want friends more than anything, but a part of me still wants a somebody to be a someone =)
sometimes i need guidance, too.. we all get lost once in awhile.. talking out to close friends sometimes helps, especially when they are older & understand and already experienced something you have been through =) i always bottled up my feelings, too.. & then end up blowing up & then feeling really bad about my actions, i really do not like people seeing me mad or sad or anything.. it makes me feel worse that i was the one who brought down their day..
yeah, i think that's the problem..i don't really have any close friends right now.=[ the one "close" friend that supposedly is my "best"friend, i am having concrete, real issues with fundamentally..and my boyfriend...i dont know. confusing and hard to say these days. but i know what you mean about not liking people see the side of you that you aren't proud of..i do that too and almost feel ashamed for showing that side.
i'm sorry that things didn't end up working out=/ i want friends now more than anything too, and i want to be able to go out and have fun and have a good time..but those college essays are making me feel guilty and pressured! Then with everything else going on too...haha...well i hope that the somebody you have your eye on comes around soon. tell me more !
oohh, i used to not have close friends, it's just so amazing when you find people who can totally relate to you & then they become close friends, i think the closest friend i have has got to be a 3 year relationship & we actually hunged up for almost 2
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Yeah, i have lost that connection with my close friends for some reason..A lot of my relationships have been scattered or have been falling apart one by one, and i have no idea why. My faith used to be a large part of my life and for a while now, i have been too busy and have tossed it to the side..and it's so hard to get back. i guess that's a lot of the reason why i'm like this now
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That is exactly what I feel like. I don't know where to go or who to go to and everything just keeps piling up inside of me more and more.
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&i'm glad that at least someone can relate to me. how are you lately?
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i wished i had something like that for me nothing lasts over a few months.. i guess i just have plain bad luck =/
& now i want friends more than anything, but a part of me still wants a somebody to be a someone =)
sometimes i need guidance, too.. we all get lost once in awhile.. talking out to close friends sometimes helps, especially when they are older & understand and already experienced something you have been through =) i always bottled up my feelings, too.. & then end up blowing up & then feeling really bad about my actions, i really do not like people seeing me mad or sad or anything.. it makes me feel worse that i was the one who brought down their day..
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i'm sorry that things didn't end up working out=/ i want friends now more than anything too, and i want to be able to go out and have fun and have a good time..but those college essays are making me feel guilty and pressured! Then with everything else going on too...haha...well i hope that the somebody you have your eye on comes around soon. tell me more !
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